past

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Tengo dias pensando en ti sonandome contigo, pero no eres tu realmente es solo una imágen es solo como YO te percebía no en quien te convertiste, pasaste de ser lo más importante a lo menos interesante, no entraremos en detalle no quiero molestarme is not worth it anymore.
Que haces en mis pensamientos si no te mereces saberlos, porque rondas en mi mente cuando hay miles de sitios para ir a volar, quisiera vivir la vida asi sin problemas, sin responsabilidades .... libre albedrio ? quizas, i just cant do it like u do....
If i could just erase all the moments i wouldnt have learn anything... everything happens for a reason... i had to learn hopefully this time i did...
now u can stop using my head as ur Playground ...
Amy

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